I have been very guilty of letting men fall for me that I am incapable of falling for back… or maybe I just don’t know how to open up anymore… or maybe it’s just them… or maybe i just like to have multiple crushes… or maybe I’m just meant to be eternally heartbroken and hurt others because I’m unable to trust a man. what can i say i haven’t ever not been let down by a man i loved…fuck it all. I feel guilty when I am so “emotionally unavailable” I like keeping everyone at a safe distance…